All these f*cking feelings running running through my head
Just to find out another person I love gonna end up dead
Feelings change I can't erase the silence in my head
Just to run away from the world that we have
I'm keeping everything inside
I'm just tryna seem alright
Imagine this heart attack
Your dad got cancer got your back
Drowning in sorrow
Frozen solid
You're a weirdo and you're awkward
Family of druggies culdasack
Your favorite artist he got shot
Oh you're sorry means a lot
Last week you told me that I can lay in my grave and I can rot
I've lived without sympathy but thanks a lot
I know what pain feels like but I don't need you to show me
At least in my grave I'll feel safe so there I'll rot
So there I'll rot
So there I'll rot
So there I'll rot
All these f*cking feelings running running through my head
Just to find out another person I love gonna end up dead
Feelings change I can't erase the silence in my head
Just to run away from the world that we have
I'm keeping everything inside
I'm just tryna seem alright