Lil Flax - Behind Me Lyrics

Yeah, I got the floor now let me speak I gat a story to tell (Go head Spit)
I mean I lowkey didn't want to, but I mean, oh well
Let's take a dive inside my past
I just pray that y'all don't judge me (I just pray that y'all don't judge me)
I gat so much ahead of me, but behind me is ugly
Flashback two years ago
I'm telling you I was a whole different person
The easily irritated, arrogant, and negligent version
I was prideful I told people I didn't you or your help
All my burdens on my back, I tried to carry em' myself

I didn't know about the truth, so I was eating the cap
Socially awkward, tryna fit in with the coolest of cats (Yeah)
If they gave my lean, I would've sipped it
If they gave me a blunt, I would've hit it
I didn't care about my image
Or who's own I was made in at that (For real)
Nah nah nahhhh
Nah nah nahhhh
Nah nah nahhhh
Yeah, I was lustin' on the women every time they walked by
I was shoutin' at my mama I was making her cry
I didn't care about my pops if was dead or alive
That sound so cruel to say but that's how I was feeling inside
I'd put God inside a box as if he ain't number one
Like God how can you save me haven't you seen what I've done?
And he's like, Keon I Iove you follow me cause' your still my child (Yeah)
And I'm like, yeah ok God let me think about it a while
Nothin' but pain inside my life
Nothin' but darkness surrounds me (Yeah)
So, I tried to flip the script and say God don't care about me
It was so loud inside my head
Nothin' but drama around me
But now, I gat so much blessings I can't even count em'
Nah nah nahhhh
Nah nah nahhhh
Nah nah nahhhh
So Imma get vulnerable again and put my life on a beat
Just so that y'all could see all of that sin I defeat
But you know what's crazy, I said I conquered it
But it wasn't even me
That's just my God in me
Loosing the chains cause' Jesus is key
August 16th, 2021, I made the decision
To put that old life behind me and throw away all that sinning
And now that light that I never saw I could finally see it
Stopped all that sinning
Cause' where I'm tryna go I ain't gonna need it
And now my flesh just be starving
Because I aint gonna feed it
I used to read the word before
But now I finally believe it
Scriptures stay on my lips
So imma always repeat it
God all the glory is yours
I don't want it, you keep it
Glory to God
Nah nah nahhhh
Nah nah nahhhh
Nah nah nahhhh