I hate my life and I don't wanna wake up
I'm not ok
Not ok
Everything's the same, on repeat, makes me wanna go away
Go away
Maybe if things were different, I wouldn't be in this position
I can't take this anymore
When I talk to people they don't listen, hey
We live in a world, where you get bashed if your not a goddamn Christian
But why can't god come and save me
I don't mean to question it, no
I was just wondering
I was just wondering
I hate my life and I don't wanna wake up
I'm not ok
Not ok
Everyday's the same, on repeat, makes me wanna go away
Go away
I'm trying my best but I'm not that strong
I'm thinking bout everybody I did wrong
I'm not that person, I was just dumb
But I can't tell you, cause your so far gone, yeah
Maybe that's the reason why I'm suffering
They're my karma and I deserve everything, oh
Deserve everything, oh
Deserving everything
I don't know what to do
And I'm so young too
I don't wanna waste my youth
But I don't have a clue
Of what I wanna do
I might get a gun and