I hope my friends still happy
When this car blows up
I hope I'm still happy
When my eyes are shut
We can find safety
In separated fortune
Run away from the torture
Chase racing endorphins
Met a man on the bus today
He said we came from the same place
He told me not to get lost in the race
To accept the gifts from the rain
He said his name was Anthony
And his beard was going grey
He said he suffered a tragedy
That put his life on delay
We went to the same school
Just thirty years apart
He said life would be cruel
Until it all falls apart
First I gotta find my pattern
To move up a station
So my minds not scattered
It's a mental migration
But I got it now
And my path is altered
I'm finally moving out
And I'm finally moving onward
I hope my friends still happy
When this car blows up
I hope I'm still happy
When my eyes are shut
We can find safety
In separated fortune
Run away from the torture
Chase racing endorphins
Leap the roadblock
To be happy
Maybe find a Cali Four O'Clock
But one not so flashy
Just something simple
With messy hair and a couple pimples
And those little dimples
We can make it official
Sometimes I wish the near wasn't part of my death experience
Sometimes I wish I weren't so serious
Like Young Keeb rapping about Siberians
Before I got delirious
Am I really living
Or am I just breathing
Is my heart still beating
After all the bleeding
Hope my friends still happy
When this car blows up
I hope I'm still happy
When my eyes are shut
We can find safety
In separated fortune
Run away from the torture
Chase racing endorphins
It's the end of the line
Pulled over on the side
Now I'm getting wise
I can't let it slide
Everything is melting
Nobody's helping
They can't hear me belting
It's all overwhelming
Mom's brain is swelling
Dad is bailing
I'm repelling
I used to be excelling
Now I can't do spelling
Cause I'm a f*cking idiot
And now even bigger idiots have chosen to let me speak for graduation
I get it's a joke, but like I'm the biggest Idiot you all know
Do you really want my words representing all of you?
I mean I'll do it, but like, why?
I hope my friends still happy
When this car blows up
I hope I'm still happy
When my eyes are shut
We can find safety
In separated fortune
Run away from the torture
Chase racing endorphins
I'm sorry I called you all idiots
I apologize