On the way back feeling Locked out
I don't wanna be the one to let down
No longer made for me that's known now
Pressures on me and it can't be left out
Lately feelin like it's all been on the decline
Taken time off before that'll clear the mind
Wasted days in the past imma get mine
Owe it to myself keep it up this time
I get in the habit don't be switching up quick no
Gotta be from last year to get the top picks quote
I Got my sights set like I'm boutta hitta hard scope
I be lookin at the time like where the f*ck the night go
You, you ain't even really supposed to listen this far though
In the past you skip right at the intro
But I Took it all in kept working though
Keep on Watching the story keep lurking hoe
You ain't even listen but you keep on thinkin I'm the worst
You just wanna hear a songs that tells you put that in reverse
I'm just here to tell you that up next'll be a slower verse
All this time alone gives me too much space
Things my way
Things my way
Everything is up everything is adding up
Don't believe in luck no this better not be luck
No longer made for me that's been known now
Got the Pressures on me and it can't be left out
Lately feelin like it's all been on the decline
Taken time off before that'll clear the mind
Wasted days in the past imma get mine
Owe it to myself keep it up this time
Even though it's never easy gotta keep pushin through
Got Sent another beat I gotta add it to the queue
January 2019 that's when I knew
Boutta put some time in this shit I gotta pursue
Yeah I think I better stick, to this
Can't wait for the times I can reminisce
On these days where I told myself I'm makin hits
Instead getting pulled down into that abyss
Everyone goes through yeah can't dismiss
Gotta feelin that I'm right where I wanna be
Goin up soon yeah gotta earn the keep
Gotta feelin that I'm here where I wanna be