Lost Video (MV)

I found myself on a path that I paved
The lights hit the tears that I cry and brights the way
It helps me see ahead and use my head to rearrange these thoughts that make me go insane
Only had myself to blame it's only right it's me who could be the change
No money coming in i didn't feel the same but your smile when you see my face made it all ok
This path I thought I could see clear as day
Slowly drifted away with the words that you say

I woke up from a bad dream
Still drunk on my memories
Last night you sent a text to me
I didn't reply it was stressing me
Yesterday phone didn't go off
Attracted to the light like a damn moth
I was texting you like all night
You must've cut your ears off van Gough
Painting my feelings on this canvas
I don't know if you will hear this probably not
It's ok i'll sleep it off why won't it stop
Close my eyes i'll sleep it off why won't it stop

I woke up to a text from you and oh I knew that this was my test
My hearts gone black and blue don't know what to do it's not In my chest
You hit me with the famous line I've heard thousand times said can we talk
Try hold tears inside and try not to cry coz I know what comes next
Why's love so complex
You said you had things
To try get off your chest
You're finding your own self
Without me that's so blessed
And frankly it was hell
But you thought I cared less

Losing yourself
Losing my way
Losing myself
Losing your chase
Lost in this live
Lost in my ways
Lost in the
Lost in your eyes

I don't wanna feel lost again
I feel myself drifting
Driving away from myself
Myself