MISERY LOVES COMPANY Video (MV)

I've been searching
For a purpose
Built a castle in my backyard just to burn it
And I've been learning
I'm the type of type of person
To hit self-destruct when I feel like a burden
And maybe I won't ever get to where I belong
Cause I don't have the energy to try to move on
I push away and isolate til everyone's gone
But you're still holding on
If misery loves company
Then maybe you should stay
Cause I honestly need somebody
To tell me it's okay
And I know it ain't much
But you still see the best in me
The only one to never run from me
Cause misery loves company
Cause misery loves misery loves misery
Loves company
Cause misery loves misery loves misery
Loves company
I've been trying
But it feels like my whole life is slowly unraveling at the seams
And I'd be lying
If I told you I've been doing fine
Cause I'm a mess
I'm not alright
I'm worried I won't ever get to where I belong
Cause lately I don't love myself enough to move on
I instigate, manipulate til everyone's gone
But you're still holding on
If misery loves company
Then maybe you should stay
Cause I honestly need somebody
To tell me it's okay
And I know it ain't much
But you still see the best in me
The only one to never run from me
Cause misery loves company
Cause misery loves misery loves misery
Loves company
Cause misery loves misery loves misery
Loves company
Cause misery loves misery loves misery
Loves company
Cause misery loves misery loves misery
Loves company"