Lightrain - I'm Not Living Right Lyrics

I'm not living right
Yeah I'm not living right
Not living right
I left my heart and dreams
Left my home behind
I left my arms wide open hoping while you left me feeling blind
I get lost when I try
But I never seem to find her
And the last time you'd lie
You had me feeling like I'm tied up
I'm not living right
Not living right

I left my heart at the coast
Fell in love with a curse
She would haunt me like a ghost
Left me always feeling worse
Said she'd leave me in a hearse
Lower me in the dirt
Tossing roses while they wished
I'd have the guts to say

I'm not living right
Not living right
Left my heart and dreams
Left my soul behind
I'm not living right
Not living right
I wish I was overseas
I could leave it all behind
I'm not living right
Not living right

I'm not living right
Not living right
She left me feeling worse
All the words I could've said
Building walls high in my head
Feeling like I should be dead
All these memories hurt me still
While they remind me of how it went
How they'd never seem to surface
But they left me feeling worse still

I'm not living right
Not living right
All those times in the end I wished I died
Missing what I'll never find
All the wrongs that I'll never right
I'm not living right

I still wish you were here more
All the memories that you were there for
All the times that I would be
Here waiting for you

Yeah I'm not living right
I'm not living right
Not living right
I left my heart
Left my dreams
Left my soul behind

All of the memories that you were there for
I still remember wishing you
Were here more