Connecticut Video (MV)

I'll try to put my hand on yours for like the fifth time at night
I know you'll probably pull back
But to me it's worth a try
And I've been dodging concerned looks yeah I'm hiding my eyes
Like everything's fine
But we both know that's a lie
What if we did all the things we swore we would do?
It'd be absolute hell, but at least it'd be with you
And now my house is just a beer can cigarette dump and I don't know
If I could find my way to the door
I'm never going back to the man I was again
I did so many things that I'd rather just stay dead
And though I hate your pain I guess that's what you'd expect
But if you'd just let me in
I could put it all to rest
You say that you're ok but this is me calling your bluff
Being here with me isn't enough
Now I'm searching for a fix but there is nothing here to find
And now I can't get anything like peace of mind
I'm never going back to the man I was again
I did so many things that I'd rather just forget
And though I hate your pain I guess that's what you'd expect
But if you'd just let me in
I could put it all to rest
I can't remember why I called
I guess I'll hang up the phone
Sorry for wasting all your time
I'll try to forget the past two years of my life
But at least it's worth a try