LieTown - TWENTYSIX Lyrics

I couldn't do this no more, lost all my cadence and flow
All of the memories coming back to me
Pain on my mind my reality lonely lookin at people I love go without me
I Don't want sex I want people to love me
I'm just a rapper who don't have no money
Pay all my debts cuz my bills steppin on me
Feeding my mental with Large Pepperoni
It'll make me happy like grandmother told me
Parental figure my dad is my homie
Wish I could Tell em I lost him too early
Was twenty five n i cried on recordings
Contemplate life cuz im tired of fallin
Same ol Advice I got tired of stallin
Reachin for help like i never had nothin
Damn its too late cuz been wantin somethin
This my transition, the end of that story
Cuz i'm 26 now
A year now gone by, got no fears i don't lie on my message
Not suicidal no more this a blessing
Climbin the Staircase im goin to heaven
Keep goin up I dont follow degression
Now its my time to give yall my confession

I'm Takin this baggage with me, i'm livin my life no sippin I tried help out like pipen, the ones I helped out be missin
I Had to get my business done, had to have a one on one
I'ma rep my mom and dad cuz i know im the perfect son
Haters woken up a demon I'ma rise up like the sun
I just had to bless myself before I filled my hands with blood
Many people who betrayed me almost got my life undone
It's surprising how they treat you even if you share the Blood

But it's all good.. You can't live without feeling hopeless head down with doubt
Learning curve with yo Head in clouds
Don't look back to keep fallin down
Keep yo head up you'll come around
Thats how life go when it Works out
Can't go up if you ain't been down
Definition legends mentality Look at the best, Don't even get mad At Me, No one the top, in penmanship academy Give me the mic to explain chemistry Different Backgrounds same Ol' enemies
Different Culture same ol' families
Different Problems same ol' energy
Different People same ol' mortality
I believe, n so should you, that we are equal different magnitudes
Some respected some are lost in views, same ol Blessings to believe in you
To yo Kendricks n the Jermaine dudes, to yo Tupac or some workin dude
To yo Kanye's Or your family too, we all living in the amplitudes
Venting pain, dancing all the way, lost another homie yesterday
That ain't even just the start of it, we got lessons you learnin today
The only thing guaranteed is death
Don't you seek it, just hold yo breath
Shout out to the people who helped Raised you they deserve the best

At 10 I was a gamer, at the 12 I was a rocker
At the 14 I was dancin, and at 16 I had hunger
After 18 was a loner, at the 20 I felt younger
22 was drinkin longer, 24 I lost my father

26 now get that right, writing new songs day n night
If I had financial backing I be dropping every night
I'm just trying prove myself i prep my rap just like a fight
I don't got nothing to hide so I can shine under the light

I Don't have milli's on milli's, but I have talents on talent
And everyone is gon witness cuz now my life is so balanced
Since I moved I got freedom to express my own intentions
Cuz this my passion no cappin, I'm in my prime with no fashion
New generation go digital
Nobody there when i'm feelin low
They wasting my time and my energy
I needed to change up scenery
Lovin my enemies
Growin my better me
Everytime I gotta flow
On better beat
Given the lesson
I learn from the enemy
Given advice they gon
Never leave
Everytime I gotta go, They gon be askin me how am I though
I'ma say they shouldve already know, if you don't listen I'm wasting my flow
Give em a moment, you needed to pause, maybe subtitles so they get the cause
Listen to lyrics to know who a boss, If you don't know then you already lost

Long ago I sacrificed alot, gave em help, support them all the time
Take alot patience all the time, even when they hurt me all the time
It was neccessary in my life, now i'm livin in my f*ckin prime
Got them angels livin on my side, got them demons runnin all the time