Yeah I tried to be a better man inside
But it just aint so easy
Tried to make it up to everyone who stayed besides
And I am having doubts about my own humanity
And I will try to get things right the second time around
Without you all
And it starts with one piece of gold
Weighs me down too much to save my soul
I'll swallow my pride this time and plead
I need your help to save me please
Some awful things are happening
Some awful things are happening
Some awful things are happening
Some awful things are happening
Inside my mind
Inside my life
Inside my mind
Yeah I tried to please everybody simultaneously
But that didn't sway in my favor
I do this for me and me alone just so you know
And I get greedier as I get older
But at least that's good for me
And it starts with one piece of gold
Weighs me down too much to save my soul
I'll swallow my pride this time and plead
I need your help to save me please
Some awful things are happening
Some awful things are happening
Some awful things are happening
Some awful things are happening
Inside my mind
Yeah I tried to be a better man inside
But it just aint so easy
Tried to be a better man
But when I do it makes it so damn easy to deceive me
Some awful things are happening
Some awful things are happening
Some awful things are happening
Some awful things are happening
Inside my mind