I smile through gritted teeth
We missed the train, came to blows
Walked the tracks, got home at three
My brother's up smokin'
I'm at the bottom of the bottle and
Some sleep is all I need
A joke's not gonna cover up those things he said to me
Coping while we played for keeps
I've got that pretty kind of mean
I can throw a punch and
I won't say what I don't think
Love don't mean a thing
If I have to bite my tongue to
Hide all my fragility
But I'm not gonna fold so you can walk all over me
Honey, nothing good comes free
All of this is temporary
Central Avenue after the dives
Scream my heart out like the guys
Won't wanna see me for a while
After this, I'll get a job, pay student debt
Settle down and tell myself that it's alright
You kinda hate me and that's fine
Yeah, it's fine