I've caught up with you this time, seems like you're getting better
And if it's alright, I'll make up those things you can't remember
Dodgy twenty-dollar deals I'm flirting with forever
Sensation till nothing's real, wait to find your purpose or whatever
Thought you were washing up before you ever got clean enough
To know whether holding out the embers leaves you let down
It's so obvious that you've had enough pain for the both of us
Won't you light up your eyes again
All I do is think about it, and now it's come to get us
And I'll go back to hiding in my head again, forgetting what I felt and paying debtors
Cutting up my life to be an appointment setter
Like rolling down the windows in a thunderstorm to get a little cold and chase the weather
I think I'm washing up, guess I could never feel clean enough to know better
Driving up to Denver with my head down
State the obvious in a way that makes me really want to open up
I don't want to be high again
Getting paranoid
Circling the void
Now we're cracking up
We keep on laughing, but the joke is on us
We'll get better, hit the bottom, get re-centered or burn out
Keep my selfish love
I know just how I feel, but the words don't come
Cause my mouth is getting dry again