I've put him through hell
But He's still here
He fights for my heart
I just wanna disappear
While I fight for myself
My memories become my enemies
Playing on repeat
Got me in crisis
And I just took a look now I'm fighting the pull
And I wanna go all in
Now I'm haunted and I'm busy spending my time
Wishing that I never
Looked at him when I coulda been
Writing songs singing
Not 23 and a housewife baby
I'm lying in bed and I can't keep up with the lies inside my head
And I thought they were dead but they keep coming back reminding me of when
I said yes
Shoulda of run when I had the chance
But I got myself in
Crisis
And I just took a look now I'm fighting the pull
And I wanna go all in
Now I'm Haunted and I'm busy spending my time
Wishing that I never
Looked at him when I coulda been
Writing songs singing not
23 and a housewife baby
Got me in crisis
And I just took a look now I'm fighting the pull
And I wanna go all in
Now I'm Haunted and I'm busy spending my time
Wishing that I never
Looked at him when I coulda been
Writing songs singing
Not 23 and a housewife baby
Didn't know Didn't know
Shoulda known Shoulda known
Couldn't be 23 and a housewife babe
Got me in crisis
And I just took a look now I'm fighting the pull
And I wanna go all in
Now I'm Haunted and I'm busy spending my time
Wishing that I never
Looked at him when I coulda been
Writing songs singing
Not 23 and a housewife baby