Lex Luwisi - Wanna Be Me Lyrics

Okay, here's another story
Of a guy tryna be loved
Nothing that he did
Was enough
Did everything tryna fit in
But he made it worse
Felt like somebody hit him with a curse
Felt like he wasn't made to be happy
He couldn't stand being lonely
Kept messing up every chance he got
Ain't no messages when the phone beep
Mentally, that messed with him
They all said he was sick he couldn't handle it
His emotions took control of him to the point
They had to force-feed him
He didn't like breathing
Felt like everybody was scheming
Maybe they was
He couldn't tell what's real
Lemmie tell you how it feels

Took look in the mirror
And not like what you see
(I didn't wanna be me)
Been caged in
Just wanna feel free
(I didn't wanna be me)
Said count to ten
But broke down at three
(I didn't wanna be me)
When you hear my side
You'll see
(I didn't wanna be me)

Days like these had to look back
Had to see where it all went wrong
When my life went downhill
Broke my crown
Nobody came running after
All I heard was laughter
Pointed fingers
Everybody tryna take a picture
Say cheese
It don't matter if I scream
People do as they please
Well I thought the problem
I thought I was the fool
Still do
I thought nobody cared enough
I didn't know what to do
So I overdid it a little
Only I know how far I went
Tried to change everything about me
Do you know how it feels

Took look in the mirror
And not like what you see
(I didn't wanna be me)
Been caged in
Just wanna feel free
(I didn't wanna be me)
Said count to ten
But broke down at three
(I didn't wanna be me)
When you hear my side
You'll see
Do you know how it feels

Took look in the mirror
And not like what you see
(I didn't wanna be me)
Been caged in
Just wanna feel free
(I didn't wanna be me)
Said count to ten
But broke down at three
(I didn't wanna be me)
When you hear my side
You'll see
(I didn't wanna be me)