LEX - Dying/This Love Lyrics

Could somebody please tell me, is this what dying feels like?
When everybody in the world just might forget and say
"I don't remember you or your purpose ma'am
But maybe if you put your chin up and go hang out with your fam
Go take a nap and it'll get better
If that doesn't help you should get a doctor's letter
Take my word for it you're better off here than you ever were there"

I remember way back in my old nation
Back when I was in everybody's rotation
Now I'm here with people that I care about
But now I'm the one that's lost and will never get found

I feel like I'm dying and I don't know why
Please tell me it's temporary so I won't have to fight
Please tell me it's temporary so I won't have to fight

I feel like I'm already dead and there's no direction ahead
I feel like I'm already dead and there's no direction ahead

Is this what dying feels like?
Is this what dying feels like?
Is this what dying feels like? 'Cause this is what dying feels like

Is this love
Gonna happen to me again?
I needed to know
Is it possible now?
Could it happen again?
After everything
I've been through
It was all about you
Could it happen one more time?
Could it?
Maybe not...
No
No
No