LEX - DEAD (feat. Kid Kreep) Lyrics

My addictions are the only thing That's helping me find peace
I'm trying to get over the memory the One where you watched me bleed
How could I do that?
I've never been so drunk before
I'm sipping on thirty-five a week
The ones that know me
Know I've never been this way before

And it all stems
From a broken heart
(From a broken heart)
And It all stems
From being cheated on
How could I be so dumb?
(How could I be so dumb?)

Cause this hurt the worst
You know you shattered my heart?
Is anybody out there listening?
Cause I feel like no one hears me
I feel like I'm better off dead

Maybe I should go somewhere
I promise you will never find me
I've been feeling lonely
When I know there's people right Behind me
I wish I didn't get here
I just dug this hole like six feet deeper
Know you're not alone
You're not alone

I have insomnia
Like I don't know what sleep is Anymore
I'm tired of being tired
I just lit my cigarette on the stove
I try to do my best
At least the best that I know
And I still don't feel enough
And I still don't give a f*ck
And I'm trying my best to
To make this make sense

My addictions are the only thing That's helping me find peace
I'm trying to get over the memory the One where you watched me bleed
How could I do that?
I've never been so drunk before
I'm sipping on thirty-five a week
The ones that know me
Know I've never been this way before

And it all stems
From a broken heart
(From a broken heart)
And It all stems
From being cheated on