LEARNING HOW TO BE A MAN Video (MV)

I know is hard as it gets
Every often I'm just packing my shit
And I'm just lost as it gets
I'm doing this new thing, it's called patience
Maybe I'm afraid of what I don't know
Back to the summit, I'm feeling so so
Tell me what I don't know
Listening to passion, pain, and demons slaying
My heart is pure but I can feel decaying
To what the beat is saying
You passed with flying colors and many gestures
So don't forget us
Heavily sedated I'm just trynna make it
You judging me, its based off allegations
I was only gone half a second
So we can find our purpose
Don't fight the feeling, certain
It takes a min just to scratch the surface
Now f*ck the music, I've been busy working
For every smile that you make, I know you faking
My soul is vacant
My only take is take the game and crash and burn
Now tell me what you earned
I sent the letter, you can check it out
To whom this may concern

But I know
I'm not here for what you cant decide or what you hate inside
Lets get you sanctified
But I know

Every promise that you promised to bring
I hope you're honest to him
Give yourself some grace and glory
Its hard to tell this story
Music to my ears with my girl by my side, holy matrimony
So don't you act so phony, a missed call can get tapped so lonely
So now I'm left Ginoboli

Who the f*ck do I influence
Leave my pain inside this music
It get heinous when you do this
It took Jesus just to walk
I'ma Kanye to a Judas
I'll be modest when I do this

If I die tomorrow, she'll be okay
I promise I live today
As long as you make me stay
My heart I know wanders often
This race is a pre delay