LEW - Pillow Thoughts Lyrics

I wear my pillow around my neck,
So I can go to sleep
I've never wanted the anxious life,
But I learn to keep breathing
Cause even when I close my eyes,
I think too loud, I can't hear me
I wear my pillow around my neck,
But I still can't go to sleep

When we smile,
We make it big, make sure that they can see.
We're living the good life all the time,
We choose what they perceive
It's been a while since I've been real,
With the people around me.
When I smile,
I make it big, make sure they can see our teeth.

I don't even know why I feel like this,
These days,
I don't even remember why,
I fell into the abyss, this maze,
Takes days to leave, flowers deceive and
Cloud my mind