I drown myself, in my own thoughts, failing and fretting
And fill my mouth with swells of tide over my head
I need to change, these waves are from my treading
Guess that I'm still just now learning how to swim
I found a way to insulate to insulate
Under the waves I float away I fade away
Throw me a line, I caught myself fading
Steady the anchor, I caught myself caught myself
When will I see, out of this pain, out of this window
When will I be, more than trophies on my shelf
I need to change, my name is no crescendo
And keep my eyes off the reflection of myself
I found a way to insulate to insulate
Under the waves I float away I fade away
Throw me a line, I caught myself fading
Steady the anchor, I caught myself caught myself
Train myself to love when I can, love when I want to
And blame myself, when I can't find the care to care
I need a change, to be where I don't want to
Convenience trumps my will to be there
I'm drowning I'm treading I'm drowning
I found a way
To insulate
I found a way
To insulate
I found a way
To insulate
I found a way
To insulate
I found a way to insulate to insulate
Under the waves I float away I fade away
Throw me a line, I caught myself fading
Steady the anchor, I caught myself caught myself
Throw me a line, I caught myself fading
Steady the anchor, I caught myself caught myself