When I go and I can't keep up the pace
When I go it blows up in my face
When I loath when I wait I'm
Shaken up and down like an addict with the shakes
Going down, Going down in these flames
Looking all around feel the fire in my veins
Going down to the ground all the same
Didn't make a sound now there's nothing left to gain
When I loathe, When I wait, medicate
Drown it out, Isolate, push it out of my brain
Feel it grow, gotta take, medicate, shut it down
Religate, pin it down, escalate
It's a moment, now it's going, now it's gone
Disappointments, and enjoyment, It's forgot
The components, of atonement, is it lost
I've awoken, it's devotion, is it god
I've been waiting every second of the day
I've been waiting for something to f*cking change
All this waiting isn't easy to sustain
Like I'm chasing after something that's deranged
I can feel my patience slipping up away
I'm complacent to my own means of decay
Expectations, situations, it's too late
Conversations, revelations, keep me sane
When I loathe, when I wait, medicate
Drown it out, isolate, push it out of my brain
Feel it grow, gotta take, medicate, shut it down
Religate, pin it down, escalate
When I loathe, when I wait till it's over
Breaking down but the feelings getting colder
As it grows, as it waits getting older
Just another time as the weight falls off my shoulders