Lettering - Ma Lyrics

I reached down
To lose my voice again
Let me grow
And tend to my garden
I am catholic guilt
Motion sick with
Cyclical panicking

I'll avoid it
If you ask me how I am

Don't wait up
I'll arrive
When you both are asleep

There was little
To say
When I was 15

I'll catch up
Whittling
Towards the green

But it's not your fault
Nor the hospital's
Ma I know

But I'm not much help
When I avoid your call
Ma I know

Validate
That you're proud of me

Yours is gone
Does she haunt your dreams?

Validate
That you're proud of me

Yours is gone
Does she haunt your dreams?

Validate
That you're proud of me

I know it's not a walk in the park
Where you are
I was 16
Punching holes in my closet

I reached down
To lose my voice again
Let me grow
And tend to my garden
I am catholic guilt
Motion sick with
Cyclical panicking