Lettering - Corpse & Catholic Lyrics

Never have I taken the time to mourn
Fiddled with the planning stage in silence
Hope you haunt me in my sleep, I promise
To welcome being dragged around my apartment
Take me by the ankles to make it true
Paranormal myths you warned me in passing
I neglected to say goodbye instead
I satisfied teenage desires

Couldn't deal with distress
So I stayed within the doorframe
Years of prep
Had me numb to the stench of death

To hell with apologies
You'll never be in front of me
Wasted on a third attempt
Tithing in confession wells

You exist in the vase in the living room
Formless ash in the hum we can't detune
Oh I'm parsing through
Through the current mood
Wrapped around my throat; I choke
Often when I think of you

To hell with apologies
You'll never be in front of me
Wasted on a third attempt
Tithing in confession wells
Here I am pulling teeth
Clawing through apologies
The lord will never pardon me
In a last ditch attempt

I'm feeling guilty still
Hospice in familiar rooms
I haven't gotten taller
Just callous and irritable
Just callous and irritable