I remember the first time,
I was just a little kid
And felt the weight of your hands,
In my f*cking face.
Growing up in tears,
Living my everyday fear,
You called me names,
You pushed me down.
You had no right to f*ck me up!
Instead of giving me a helping hand,
You clenched your fist to beat me down,
What kind of man are you?
For many years I could not understand,
What I had done to deserve that hell,
And I will never have a clue...
Feels like i'm damaged forever,
I can't sleep at night,
All this violent thoughts and nightmares
That you put me in.
I have to dream awake
And I believe my dreams
About breaking these chainz of hate,
Chainz of f*ckin' hate.
One day i'll find peace in my mind!