Soul Searching (feat. John Wood) Video (MV)

Steady working tryna make all my dreams my reality
Soul searching don't want all my goals to just be fantasy
I'm certain that I wanna make some people proud of me
I'm hurting but I f*cking promise you, you'll never see

Steady working tryna make all my dreams my reality
Soul searching don't want all my goals to just be fantasy
I'm certain that I wanna make some people proud of me
I'm hurting but I f*cking promise you, you'll never see

There's more to life than darkness but I have yet to f*cking see it
And I'll tell you it's sunshine and daisies but I don't really f*cking mean it
And what if I told you my biggest enemy's behind my eyelids
And that sometimes I feel like it's just me and him on an island
Covered with nice green lands and no one else inside of my radius
Feeling laziness and craziness, they're simultaneous
I might go for a swim, yeah I'm feeling spontaneous
It seems like I'm drowning in knee deep water it's hilarious

It's hard to grasp what I'm looking for
When it's something I've never had
All I want is something more
Disappointment ironclad
Give me life, I hate it so
Who needs friends when I'm my foe
Close my eyes and realize
This darkness is inside

Steady working tryna make all my dreams my reality
Soul searching don't want all my goals to just be fantasy
I'm certain that I wanna make some people proud of me
I'm hurting but I f*cking promise you, you'll never see

Steady working tryna make all my dreams my reality
Soul searching don't want all my goals to just be fantasy
I'm certain that I wanna make some people proud of me
I'm hurting but I f*cking promise you, you'll never see

I promise you you'll never see
I'm not who I wanna be
I've been looking for a remedy
I'm not who I wanna be

I promise you you'll never see
I'm not who I wanna be
I've been looking for a remedy
I'm not who I wanna be

I promise you you'll never see
I'm not who I wanna be
I've been looking for a remedy
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not

I promise you you'll never see
I'm not who I wanna be
I've been looking for a remedy
I'm not who I wanna be