Leps Nimi Java - Untitled track Lyrics

Nigga I was raised by pain
I touch my chest
I envy pain
Everything I am today depended on pain
With the book and the pen I rap away all of my pain
I use this shit to f*cken express
And then I realize that
Who I am today's not who I was broe
I was innocent before my soldiers died dawg
Thula ngaze ngik'khabeukhulum intongayaz kau
Hehh what's guaranteed is that you can't stop me
Probably it will work for both of us if you pray for me
Respect me I respect you Big up brothers
Ahead a bigger picture we Some strong shit shoulders
Listen to me as I talk to you
I lecture you as my Brother tell you the F*ckin truth
I would deny to lose my focus if I was you
I wouldn't let let no motherf*ckerever tell me what I couldn't do
This life needs focus
Let's stand together and fight these demon even if Satan is working really hard to F*ckin stop us
The black and strong that's how these motherf*cker should call us
Do you remember those days when we used to pray for the best together we shared the life we had we played
On the we way we found out that some of us are dead
And It's sad as it is the reason why we went sold & bad
Rip Ma Niggas I wish you all was here

Growing up knowing you got pain in
Your heart and you cannot change it
You are ghetto and you cannot change this
Now these people force you to fake it
I'm from the streets
I lived the life of a beast
It was never easy easy easy easy

I know I'm godly with smiles as I keep it outside
But I know that's false I'm not happy that's all a lie
My music is my remedy with it I can reside
I need something to feel alive when I'm dead inside
They thought I've fallen down f*ck is that I can resign
I came to stay nigga me Java ain't here to die
I can't deny that I'm from the gods and I'm verifed
This ain't no lie I can do the hell and I crucify
That is so guaranteed Hmmm no mercy
Strike back when they flirt with death I kickbacks like I'm messi replay the SGS song but it could be understandably undoubtedly
Especially when you sipping porridge cereal proudly
Grew up as a prodigy did wrongs as a prodigy
Used to play around death without gaming no technology
I kill the haters and I on owe anybody an apology or I can body you even after coming from the psychologists

Growing up knowing you got pain in
Your heart and you cannot change it
You are ghetto and you cannot change this
Now these people force you to fake it
I'm from the streets
I lived the life of a beast
It was never easy easy easy easy

I lived
I lived
I lived
I lived