I've been feeling kinda sad
I've been feeling kinda sad today
That's never how I feel
And it's driving me mad
This influx of emotion say
Have you ever truly had
The want to feel?
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They never understand that I don't try to cut them off
They just assume that they're the ones in the right
They never understand that I do this to myself
And I stay up late thinking through the night
I miss all of my friends and the way it used to be
When I didn't feel the need to block them out
I want to make amends and say I'm through you see
And I'm sorry that I seemed to lock you out
And I don't think I'll ever forgive myself because
What I did was not the thing to do
None of this should fall to you it's not your fault and never was
I hope that I can make this right for you
I can't hear a word
I can't hear a word of what you say
It's always just a blur
And it's simply absurd
And it ruins all of our days
When no-one else seems to concur
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And I just wish my brain would stop trying to reach out
Because it always gets the wrong thing out to say
I wish that I could fix it up because in my mind I shout
I'm sorry can we just go and play?
I miss all of my friends and the way it used to be
When I didn't feel the need to block them out
I want to make amends and say I'm through you see
And I'm sorry that I seemed to lock you out
And I don't think I'll ever forgive myself because
What I did was not the thing to do
None of this should fall to you it's not your fault and never was
I hope that I can make this right for you
But who am I say what you have to do?
We are humans all the six of us you see
And that means that we're all able to push through
And I won't be offended if you leave