I have held
And I have hurt you
And I have torn
Myself apart for you
Myself apart from you
If I had known how I
Would hurt you
I still don't know
If I could have saved you
Or if I would have saved you
I can't draw near you
But I can touch and I release you
And I have learned
Words will never do
Still too much
Fear has followed you
I can touch and
I release you and
I can grasp and
I can forget you but
I have not forgiven you
I have held
I have abandoned you
I have tried to heal you and
I have tried to forget you and
I have held and
I have hurt you and
I can forget you but
I have not forgiven you
Have not forgiven you
Have not forgiven you
Not forgiven you