I can't take it anymore, think I'm lost
Think I'm back again, then I'm gone
Some days are wins, but most are loss
I'm out my mind, it hurts a lot
I think I'm good, then I'm not
Slipping out the back, don't even talk
Matter fact, don't even look at me
One word, one glance
Might push me over the edge
I gotta learn to chill
Take a breath, find some rest
Everything'll be okay
And if it's not, I know God has got me
Pushing my fam, pushing my friends away
They checking in, seeing if I'm fine
I say that I'm okay, but that's a lie
I can't hide, it's obvious
Even though I try
I use the same excuse, every time
It got to be too much (I was going through it)
People asking questions (Don't wanna get into it)
I'm not okay, and that's alright
I take some time to escape, now I
Hideout in the hills
I'm finally breathing
It's inspiring
A fresh experience
Like lavender in my lungs