Leila Pari - Otherside Lyrics

Got these thoughts in my head in my head
Got these thoughts that won't let me forget
Got these thoughts running till I'm dead
Got these thoughts
I fight every night
Count dollars to survive
Can't let them see though
The way that I feel no
I'm still at mile 9
Right on the borderline
High off explosions
Drowning emotions
I can't go on pretending like I'm fine, I'm fine
I can't just that say you're not on my mind, my mind
And all this time I thought I had to hide
Erasing my thoughts until I make it the Otherside
Got these thoughts in ma head in my head
Got these thoughts that won't let me forget
Got these thoughts Running till I'm dead
Got these thoughts
Can't say I haven't tried
But he stays on mind
Lives by the ocean
Plays like he's coastin'
Been fighting battle side
Acting like I am fine
Nobody knows it
The tensions unspoken
I can't go on pretending like I'm fine, I'm fine
I can't just that say you're not on my mind, my mind
And all this time I thought I had to hide
Erasing my thoughts until I make it the Otherside