There's two sides to me but only one will get seen
The side that ya see lost his heart it can be retrieved
Trust me she told me hoe I will not be deceived
Cross a nigga once now every bitch a demon to me
There's no joy in portraying this side that is so cold
I would love some company but I'm just safer alone
What's the point of a kingdom if I'm alone at the throne
I tend to overthink my mind is such a dangerous zone
When it comes down to it I'm just at a battle with myself
I let the past dictate my perception of anybody else
I know it's wrong to judge others before I let them prove themselves (Wow)
Truth is I just wanna be loved
I'm just so scared to open up to you
Had to do me wrong to see I'm enough
Now every bitch is paying for shit you put me through
New bitch begging and pleading screaming believe me
Not knowing the reasons why I'm retreating
Devils and Angels on my shoulder are misleading
She all I ever wanted but I just can't be vulnerable
Let go of the past that shit will eat you alive
I had to realize people come and go that's just life
I matured no longer bitter I'm just tryna get right
With due time and some patience maybe I'll soon get a wife
Mama raised a gentleman I treat women how I'm pose too
Treat them with respect I'm kind hearted and hopeful
I'm not into lust I want a women I could devote too
Let me show you (Yeah)
When it comes down to it I'm just at a battle with myself
I let the past dictate my perception of anybody else
I know it's wrong to judge others before I let them prove themselves (Wow)
Truth is I just wanna be loved
I'm just so scared to open up to you
Had to do me wrong to see I'm enough
Now every bitch is paying for shit you put me through
New bitch begging and pleading screaming believe me
Not knowing the reasons why I'm retreating
Devils and Angels on my shoulder are misleading
She all I ever wanted but I just can't be vulnerable