It got bad again
This time it's not my friends
Sometimes I wish it would end
My skin is numb
I cannot love
It's not my fault that I am wrong
It's not fair
It's not fair
End it there
It's not fair
It's either black or grey
I try not to think that way
But I like the pain too much
I laid in the rain, in the parking lot that day
Waiting for a car to come
It's not fair
It's not fair
End it there
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair
End it there
I was scared
In the hospital, they asked me if I smoked
I told them no cuz it was the truth (don't believe)
A few years and now, I think I don't wanna drown
Cuz I'd rather push them down
It's not fair
I was scared
Shouldn't end it there
It's not fair