I was never an artist
I never tried to be someone better when I had time
You gotta show all your limbs when you paint yourself
I was never one of those kids who had trophies on their shelves
On their shelves
I don't look like myself anymore
I got much older, got more on my shoulders
I don't look like myself, anymore (anymore)
Same smile, got the same hair
Same scowl, saying I don't care
I smile, but it feels so out of place
Haven't done that for a while
It's insane
I want myself back
Even a year ago would be okay
I wish I never met some people
Cuz they're the reason I've changed
Will it be okay? Will we meet again?
In the car when you were driving
I felt like a little kid
Little kid
I wish I weren't living in this dream
I know people like to be living the dream
But their dreams are dreams you wanna dream
I'm a groundbreaking feminist
And also an actress
But just cuz I'm doing something new
Doesn't mean it's worth anything real
Anything real
Anything real
Same smile, got the same hair
Same scowl, saying I don't care
I smile, but it feels so out of place
Haven't done that for a while
It's insane