Vain Video (MV)

Standing right by the fire but it still feels cold
Closing my eyes while I picture the story unfold
And truth be told it really hurts me say
I know you want me to stay
But I'm still leaving today
Reach for my phone but you keep blocking my hand
Asking me why I'm leaving and if it was planned
What does it really matter, I've made up my mind
Now I'm moving ahead, never looking behind
I could have left you on your own and I
I could've said a lot of things you don't condone and I
I could've made you feel my pain
Could've done it in vain just to make you feel alone and I
I still gave my all to you
I still gave you all that I had
I still held you close to my heart, even when you would tear me apart
Some of the things I had passion about
I left behind cause I thought that I was hearing you out
By giving you a little something less to worry for
And now I realize I should've trusted myself more
But I feel like what else could I do
You want me to trust that what you say is true
You get what you give, I should stick to myself
Cause I'm better of this way it'll be okay
I could have left you on your own and I
I could've said a lot of things you don't condone and I
I could've made you feel my pain
Could've done it in vain just to make you feel alone and I
I still gave my all to you
I still gave you all that I had
I still held you close to my heart, even when you would tear me apart
I still remember when I told you what's mine is always yours
That was before I noticed you change behind closed doors
I can see it written on your heart it's a curse
I did all I could for you but you didn't in reverse
So take this as my reasoning for stepping forward alone
I don't need your presence, I'll be better off on my own
Could've done this a while ago, but I just thought you should know
I never wanted it to end this way
I could have left you on your own and I
I could've said a lot of things you don't condone and I
I could've made you feel my pain
Could've done it in vain just to make you feel alone and I
I still gave my all to you
I still gave you all that I had
I still held you close to my heart, even when you would tear me apart