Lee Madsen - Float Through Space Lyrics

I look down at my hands
And I tell myself that no one understands
I look down at my hands
And prepare myself 'cause I know I'll crash land
The world around me spins
Is this punishment for all of my old sins?
The world around me spins
And I feel my sorrow start to grow within
So if no one cries over me
I'm fine with crying my small self to sleep
I don't know who I'm meant to be
But I'm okay although I'm not happy
They say, "Just stay
Don't leave your life behind"
Although they know
I live with a broken mind
And it's not right
But I feel like saving face
So I'll live without a change of pace
And float through space
I cover my own ears
Even though I love most of the things I hear
I cover my own ears
Because oftentimes my thoughts are not so clear
My body's always numb
Pins and needles ain't the same for everyone
My body's always numb
Sometimes I'm ashamed of what I have become
And if nobody hears my pleas
I'll overthink and cry myself to sleep
I don't know what is wrong with me
But I'm okay although I'm not happy
They say, "Just stay
Don't leave your life behind"
Although they know
I live with a broken mind
And it's not right
But I feel like saving face
So I'll live without a change of pace
Okay, I'll stay
Won't leave my life behind
Although I know
I live with a broken mind
And it's not right
That I feel like saving face
So I'll live my life and make a change
Not float through space