LED Robster - As I Grow Old Lyrics

Saying that the files corrupt
Wanna end my life abrupt
Thinkin that I'm not enough
I just wanna call you up
Always reminiscing at your photos
I'm tryna come back like a yo-yo
Lost you cause I did too much blow, no
Had to quit that
Just turned into a ho, so

Don't recognize me
When I look in the mirror
Life's going so fast
Getting difficult to steer
You said some things
That I didn't need to hear
I can sense that something evil is near

As I grow old
I start to know
That your love
Was nothing more than a fallacy
A simple ploy
How could I be so coy
Saw past all the ways you chose to hurt me

Why do I still want you back
Always slipping down this crack
Feeling like my brain got hacked
A virus I won't extract

My daily dose heart attack
Been a while since I felt intact
Nothing works when I try to distract
I think I still love you and I hate that
If I'm gonna love you
You better love me back
Even tho frankly you ain't all that

As I grow old
I start to know
That your love
Was nothing more than a fallacy
A simple ploy
How could I be so coy
Saw past all the ways you chose to hurt me

I just have f*cking issues
That I don't think I'll be able to
Completely handle
Like I said
You didn't deserve any of that shit
I've always been this way
Saying sorry doesn't fix anything

As I grow old
I start to know
That your love
Was nothing more than a fallacy
A simple ploy
How could I be so coy
Saw past all the ways you chose to hurt me

My daily dose heart attack
Been a while since I felt intact
Nothing works when I try to distract
I think I still love you and I hate that
If I'm gonna love you
You better love me back
Even tho frankly you ain't all that
I think I still love you and I hate that
I think I think I still love you and I hate that