Álec - I Feel Lonely, Outside Lyrics

Sun shines, but lonely inside
Still can't find the time to cry
Going fast but don't wanna die
Feeling lonely though we're outside
Feeling lonely though we're outside

Sun shines, but lonely inside
Still can't find the time to cry
Going fast but don't wanna die
Feeling lonely though we're outside
Sun shines, but lonely inside
Still can't find the time to cry
Going fast but don't wanna die
Feeling lonely though we're outside

Feeling kinda' lonely do a roly-poly down the hill
Even though there's blue skies high fives, we're jack and jill
I cracked my head now I'm spilling dread
Never said it out loud but sometimes i wish i was
Snap out of it you know mams hearing this
I don't have the space to simmer down now i'm feeling it
Clocks ticking but i'm done picking
The time to let it out I can feel myself slipping
I know he could be listening so I keep glistening
What I tell myself while I search f*ck now I'm missing him
Fill the void. buy one too many tees
Search for the girl from my deepest darkest dreams
But on the surface I'm happy look, I'm smiling I'm happy
But I feel guilty cause I'm bitter I'm bitter too my sisters
Cause they were old enough to remember his face
While all I can do is rewind tapes, shit

Blinds closed (I don't wanna say it, don't make me say it no more)
The sun hurts my pale face (I don't wanna say it, don't make me say it no more)
Don't want to leave (I don't wanna say it don't make say it I know)
My room (I don't wanna say it, don't make me say it no more)
I can't (I don't wanna say it, don't make me say it no more)
Remember the last time (I don't wanna say it, don't make me say it no more)
I didn't think of (I don't wanna say it don't make say it I know)
You (I don't wanna say it, don't make me say it no more)

Sun shines, but lonely inside
Still can't find the time to cry
Going fast but don't wanna die
Feeling lonely though I'm outside