I'm tired of feeling this way
L.E.B.
Put this pistol to my brain
Let it click click bang
I am so done with the games
All these sick trick things
Put this pistol to my brain
Let it click click bang
Put this pistol to my brain
Let it click click bang
I would do anything for you and God knows it
I don't want to ever lose you
I'm so phobic
Heart broken but my arms for you stay open
Trying to save these dying roses
But I know you gotta focus
And I do get it
I'm just saying, bae it hurts
We so perfect for each other
But our timing was the worse
And I have so much respect for you
I always put you first
I'ma ride or die for you till the day I'm six feet in the dirt
Bronco stadium in Denver
Baby looking at your face
Since five two nine one nine
I will never be same
If the things you said were true
Then feelings like that just don't fade
You the woman that I love
So I don't care how long I wait, yeah
I don't care how long I wait
My feelings for you won't ever change
Heart frozen and broken
Why this gun loaded?
Put this pistol to my brain
Let it click click bang
Tell me why I feel this pain from a lipstick stain
Put this pistol to my brain
Let it click click bang
Put this pistol to my brain
Let it click click bang
"Decker boy, this is God speaking
Don't be stupid
I know you're hurting
But I need you to fall back to your music
Take this hurt and pain I know you feel right now and use it
Don't loose your faith in me
I have a plan
I have a vision
You and her, hand in hand
All you need to do is trust me
One day you'll understand
You gotta have patience
3 years, I know you can
3 years, I know you can"
God, I know you have a plan
And I'm trying to understand
But again I'm just a man
With a heart that sometimes gives too much of a damn
I know that she's the one but I find myself saying, "Not again"
Can you help me?
"Son you shouldn't have to worry
I know you really love her
And if she doesn't think so
I'll let her know"
With this pistol to my brain don't let it click click bang
With this pistol to my brain don't let it click click bang
With this pistol to my brain don't let it click click bang
With this pistol to my brain don't let it click click bang
With this pistol to my brain don't let it click click bang
With this pistol to my brain don't let it click click bang
With this pistol to my brain don't let it click click bang
With this pistol to my brain don't let it