Learus - Missile (feat. Brandon Eugene Smith) Lyrics

I been contemplating about what we gone lose
I've been aggravated about who you gone chose
I've been segregated from my mind and my mood
All because I know that yeah we done yeah we through

I been trynna duck the conversation with you
Lot up on my mind I can't explain it to you
You done got caught up in all the shit you said you wouldn't do
And I feel some type of way so imma move how I move

I don't wanna slide after what you done tried
I wanna break ties can't look you in your eyes
I just realized that we are our demise
I just realized that we were a façade

I don't wanna cry but it's hard to deny
I don't wanna pry for the love that has died
I don't wanna lie and say that we'll survive
I don't wanna thrive, I just wanna get by

I been contemplating about what we gone lose
I've been aggravated about who you gone chose
I've been segregated from my mind and my mood
All because I know that yeah we done yeah we thru

I been having setbacks I don't know what to do
Cuts on my arms are red but my heart is still blue
Ain't been tryna kick it cause I'm not in the mood
Ain't tryna kill the high I'm not tryna be rude

I been in my bed cause I've been in my head
I was good for months now I wish I was dead
Need to talk to Doc need to switch up my meds
Put a knife to my arm and sat while I bled

My momma hear the pain in me whenever we speak
I been tryna hide it I don't wanna seem weak
Nowadays I don't know what I need
Seems like I'm only honest when I talk to these beats

I been having setbacks I don't know what to do
I'm out here living lost living without a clue
Cuts on my legs are red but my soul is so blue
Out here looking bummy with the same dirty shoes

I been contemplating about what we gone lose
I've been aggravated about who you gone chose
I've been segregated from my mind and my mood
All because I know that yeah we done yeah we through