Gotta take this one I know
My only chance to be on the throne
But I'm standing here on my own... oh
I can see that it's fading fast
Make up things just so it would last
Gotta break this contrast... oh
Don't wanna see another one go
'Cause with you I want it most
But I'm livin' this lie... lie
Of this perfect life
And trust me I try
To get through the night
'Cause I'm livin' this lie... lie
That I'm hangin' tight
Can't trust me... I'll hide
All of the strife
'Cause I'm livin' this lie
'Cause I'm livin' this lie
Here I am sitting all alone
Waiting from the ding from my phone
It's like we're in two different time zones... oh
The vision I see of you and me
Has gotten so totally blurry
Maybe its cause you don't see me... oh
The guilt that just won't go
The things I will not show
But I'm livin' this lie... lie
Of this perfect life
And trust me I try
To get through the night
'Cause I'm livin' this lie... lie
That I'm hangin' tight
Can't trust me... I'll hide
All of the strife
'Cause I'm livin' this lie
'Cause I'm livin' this lie
Do you sit on your phone
All alone
In your bed
Just waiting
I don't think that you do
Is it through
If I just told you
I'm real but I want to conceal
The things that I feel
I'm afraid if I don't
Then you won't
Really love me
Until
I'm livin' this lie... lie
Of this perfect life
And trust me... I try
To get through the night
'Cause I'm livin' this lie... lie
That I'm hangin' tight
Can't trust me... I'll hide
All of the strife
'Cause I'm livin' this lie
'Cause I'm livin' this lie
I'm livin' this lie
I'm livin' this lie
'Cause I'm livin' this lie