ill minded. Video (MV)

Found out I was ill in the mind in both ways
Ring me up some liquor and put on some coldplay
The only time I'm safe
Thinking that the way that we were needed was back in the old days
Want it different, the same, something's itching my brain
J didn't me two Jay's replace
The J had we tweaking, Jey had me safe
But at the time somebody told me this was me
At the time somebody told me this was me
But at the time I had my story incomplete
Now I show em what they owe me pay your fees
But you can't pay to be my homie they with me
Now I show em what they owe me pay you fees
And when I hit this draw the chalk
Best step inside your life been marked
We ain't a gang that's made off broken hearts
We remain heartless do your part
This work became our art
You never knew what all this cost for this
You can't just play or part or
You just can't play the part for
We been apart for too long
You been thinking that my heart sore
My heart been pumping blood not love im too gone
The cost to be the boss is the minimum fee
The price I pay in large is for residency in charge
The loss I took was a toll on my heart
But taking pain's my part
J was indifferent when K replaced us
J's on a mission change the spaces
The J hits different when I crave the pain but
The pain was illicit just dodge the cases
My eyes closed when you spray the mace in
My sword forged by the best of masons
Cut the chase you ain't saving faces
Curbed stomped in and biting down on the pavement
This ain't right do right by Jason
Jason can you please get us out this basement
On the floor at night and I can see their faces
Thinking bout the ways that I must repay them
So since you asked bitch don't get that facelift
Didn't you know that's how you kill off races
You and your girls get into all these places
But the way that I work place me in his graces
You see that good against evil is as fast pace at the amazing race is
And thats why my clock tick cause I ain't got patience
To be changing my place in it
So the tylenol you said I should take
Ain't enough f*cking pills to fix how this shit ache
Stop causing me pain, I'm not the person you blame
You the victim of what system
If you blame someone then blame yourself and then some
These proverbs ain't to benefit my income
I hope that when my folks listen for real
That maybe this will benefit them
And I'll be looking up above as all this shit will hit them
So when yo bitches break your heart
Best step inside to get caught up
We ain't a gang that's made off broken hearts
We remain heartless do your part
This work ain't shit its art
You never knew what all this cost for this
You can't just play or part or