Obsessive Compulsive Disorder Video (MV)

Obsessive compulsive disorder
If i earned a quarter
For every time I had to explain
I'd have a quarter, Mil
And not want to kill
Help is the word
The nights I yern
For a cure
Let me explain the symptoms
So the lines aren't blurred
Imagine being Obsessive
Then to have a compulsive behaviour
Lord be thy saviour
But he's never around
During the hard times
I mean it took a sacrifice
And to be hung by vines
For others
To recognize the signs
I'm scared to open up
If I'm being honest
Shit makes me petrified
All my life
I sheltered the truth in lies
To ask an individual
To exit his comfort zone
F*ck imma need patrone
And a lot
I still struggle to control
This disorder, it's like a pull
Directly from the devil
But don't take me away
Before I check the door three times
Wash my hands
Walk around the house twice
Reorganize the knifes
F*ck give me my vice
The habits inside trigger me
I need advice
Trying to figure this shit all alone
Accompanied by endless bottles
Vodka and coron, ah
I'm not a loner
Actually this makes me stronger than boulder
I'm noticing as I get older
The height of this disorder
Begins to fall lower
The angel's no longer lifeless and cold
On my shoulder
This is a relationship
I need to break apart from
Consider this my closure

I'm compulsive
Obsessive
Compulsive
Obsessive
Help this disorder
Compulsive
Obsessive
Compulsive obsessive
Help this disorder

For the longest time I became obsessive of my girl
Possessive of my pearl
My treasure my world
And she had noticed
Compassion became dismissed
Turned into a friendship
The relation set off on its ship
That's was around the time
I decided to dip
Took a vacation
Didn't have a destination
When I was younger I suffered from torets
It's not that insignificant
If you think about it
I became a culprit
Of this disorder
Aswell I have to admit
I had a split personality for a bit
It's also for the reason of my insomnia
It's the reason for all my problems
If thats not obvious
So I saw a therapist
Who ended up being myself
Cause who can relate better
With you than yourself
Especially when you don't have friends
Can't talk to anyone else
But it's ok
If you're listening
And can relate
To think
Somehow we were brought together by Faith
To carry the same weight
To share the same hate
Eat off the same plate
Damn well could've been classmates
Who share the same struggle
Free therapy sessions
That's what I'll donate
A foundation
Of Lexi and his teammates
One in the same
Chess pieces
In a boardgame
We will rid this disorder
Faster than it came
I'm so confident I can speak without shame
When the index finger is directed at you
Who else to take blame
I'm obsessed with being empty inside
Black
Just read the f*cking name

I'm compulsive
Obsessive
Compulsive
Obsessive
Help this disorder
Compulsive
Obsessive
Compulsive obsessive
Help this disorder