Lazarus - I Don't Trust Nobody Lyrics

Don't know why I still try
And she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
I was up in the sky
Now I really wanna die
Why won't you say sorry?
You leave me hurt
I feel like I should cry
Yet all I do is sigh
No, I won't say sorry
You broke me first
Love me, hate me, take me, break me
I let you do what you want with me
But I never dared to care what you thought of me
I was in too deep
Thought you were the shore
Really you just made my heart hurt so much more
I'm so f*ckin' sore
I don't wanna love no more
I don't wanna love no more
I just wanna forget everything that was said
I'm so filled with regret
I wish that we could reset
Yet, I know we can't and we shouldn't
Cause you never really loved me
You just wanted me for you image
Say I'm lying, who you kiddin'?
Always thought about winning, not lovin'
But I'm done with it
I must admit
When I see your face I feel a bit of pain
Something that we can't attain
Just got off the novacane
I only wanna fix, you only ever attack
I just wanna love, why would I fight back?
Who's this man in the mirror, I don't know him
Got a big smile but his soul lookin' so grim
His heart is numb, he can't feel nothin', what's he become?
Look what you've done
Don't know why I still try
And she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
I was up in the sky
Now I really wanna die
Why won't you say sorry?
You leave me hurt
I feel like I should cry
Yet all I do is sigh
No, I won't say sorry
You broke me first