LAZARIX - Seclusion Lyrics

So secluded, lost from time
Alone forever
Every time you try and try
Alone, yeah

I'm so alone
All it takes is one little sip
To get addicted to it
Hennessy on my lips

Hennessy on my tips
I just gotta drink, drink, drink all night
Everyday's like a big old fight
I'm in a war

I'm fighting myself
Don't know how to get it, gotta stay on the shelf
But I'm falling deeper
It comes when you least expect it

Comes and comes and goes away
But never comes another day
Gotta keep fighting for life
It's just gonna get you every night

You find yourself secluded
Lost at edge of time
Looking at the sunset
You'd never see the sunrise

All it takes is one little hit
To get addicted to it
One puff, two puff, three puff, four
Now you're over there laying on that floor

You don't know what to do, it becomes a chore
Now you're fighting it forevermore
Your brain is numb, your brain is sore
Why'd you do it

What you do it for
What you do it for
What you do it for
Yeah

When you pop that pill, just pick up the knife
When you're looking out, it'll throw the life
You can make it out there
You can make it cause you're scared

Yeah
Popping pills, dropping out
You're making me lie, I just wanna go right
Guy's killing you, you're a prisoner too

You're a prisoner till you think you're free
You're a prisoner trapped in your greed
You just can't get it out, yeah I'm money green
Money, money, drinks on me

Come and get me, ecstasy
Popping pills, dropping right
Dropping left and dropping right
People dropping here, people dropping there

Everywhere, people really scared
Yeah, your youth is wasted
You just wanted to taste it
Now your youth is wasted

Find the next party light
Dance and dance and dance all night
Drink and pop and shoot it right
You just wanna get that night

Sex addiction
Drugs eviction
Seclusion victim
Now you're listening

30 years old, trapped in the old
Can't get away, gotta make it through
Now you're 30 years old
You can't make it cause you're cold

All the drugs brought you through
You can't get it
You hate yourself
You hate yourself

Seclusion, confusion
Now you're just using
Sober up
Can't get enough

It's time to make it right
Before things get too tough
Sober up
No more secluding

No more confusion
Seclusion