Lawrence J-P - Intrusive Thoughts Lyrics

I never thought that doing an ad-lib for the start
Would actually be the most difficult
Part of the whole song
This is it, ladies and gentlemen
This is Intrusive Thoughts
And that was my phone
Why's my phone not on silent
Daydreams
Not thinking always makes me
Lose track of any progress
And I'm just pressing rewind
Feel like I'm falling behind
Because I'm stuck in this circle
U-turning 'til I'm certain
I'm dizzy and I'm hurting
I need to make up my mind
Before I run out of time I'm really stuck at this
Whole progressing with life thing
Can we press pause on this idea
That you have to have achieved X, Y and Z by a certain age
'cause if we did
I know I'd definitely be a lot happier
There's nothing worse than feeling guilty for having fun in your spare time
You are my intrusive thoughts
Don't know if you're winning
I'm not keeping score
Feeling like I did before
But you keep turning up
Because you want some more
Yeah, you are my intrusive thoughts
Good in the moment
Now I seek atonement
And though I did nothing wrong
I feel like I'm kidding myself
Am I kidding myself
Cause it's not good for my health
Am I kidding myself
Am I kidding myself
Am I kidding myself
Floating
With smiles for sugar coating
I'm joking so I'm coping
But life is passing me by
Without a touchdown or try
I can feel it slipping through my fingers
I can see it but my hope is running out
Positivity rarely lingers
So let the rain pour
And let it end the drought
In my head too long
Watching the leaves
Turn from green to brown
But if they grow back
I can do that
I can keep my head high
Do the things that I wanna
Slip her into third
Hit the gas
And hell to leather
You are my intrusive thoughts
Don't know if you're winning
I'm not keeping score
Feeling like I did before
But you keep turning up
Because you want some more
Yeah, you are my intrusive thoughts
Good in the moment
Now I seek atonement
And though I did nothing wrong
I feel like I'm kidding myself
Am I kidding myself
Cause it's not good for my health
Am I kidding myself
Am I kidding myself
Am I kidding myself