Sitting on my chair, thinking 'bout the life I share
I'll turn 20 this year, time's a f*cking myth I swear (time's a f*cking myth I swear)
Always in the classrooms so the weekend we go all out (oh all out)
There's no time to spare tonight I am going all out (oh all out)
2003's the year that I was born
2023's the year that I f*cked it all
I tried five drugs, did one more than Travis
I still smoked some, drank some, pop one (yeah I still smoked some, drank some, pop one)
And that's another thing but I fell in love this year (solo)
I'm still solo
Solo on this night out, God give me a ride out, give it right now (right now)
Will I fall back to a place where I feel safe
Feels like heaven could be great
Devils keep following my way
Cause I'm getting closer to my death
And further from He-He-Health
Will I fall back to a place where I feel safe
Feels like heaven could be great
Devils keep following my way
Cause I'm getting closer to my death
And further from He-he-health
Lately I'm smoking a lot
Been tryna see what they cannot
My head's taking another spot
Derealization a lot
I'm tryna do what they cannot
No I don't care, I don't care if my life is worth it or not
Cause my brother 4-0 has thought me to go through a lot
Popped half a month prescription in a night, I'll hold him tight
Mornings at the hospital's what keeps me up at night
Third overdose in a year, a fifth heart attack's what I fear
Will I fall back to a place where I feel safe
Feels like heaven could be great
Devils keep following my way
Cause I'm getting closer to my death
And further from He-He-Health
Will I fall back to a place where I feel safe
Feels like heaven could be great
Devils keep following my way
Cause I'm getting closer to my death
And further from He-he-health