So is your heart pounding
Or is that just a me thing?
Like the whole "I can't sleep" thing
Scrap, your favorite DJ, still awake still creeping
Staring at the screen
I got nothing to be, nowhere to do
Dot your eyes, carry the two
Contact lenses just don't work for you
Got you shaking in your boots like cold brew
So many phases bitches say "I miss the old you"
Kitschy like a cartoon
Sweep you away monsoon
They call me a monster
Yeah and what are you?
Catch you slipping in the rearview
Your lies boo
They see through
Like cellophane
Always in the way
Shove me out your face
To the back of the train
Crashing a wedding
I don't regret it
Champagne melts away real pain
They say that I'm insane
I must be insane
Victimized by birth
F*ck what you heard
Said I'm brainwashed, call me a Manson
Check your timeline cuz I'm canceled
Just sit down, write a hit
Make it spicy make it lit
Not too heavy, no real shit
All they want is ass and tits
Show me something, babe
Manufactured for your gaze
My own biggest hater
Heard that right, it's not a phase
Once you make it you're okay
Is what they used to say
Is this really what you do to make the demons go away?
I can't recognize my face