It was you who started talking to me daily
Good morning
Good night
It was you who was there
And my fears contained
And we talked for hours on end
It was you hugging me
Through all that evening
Thought I was over your eyes
Covered me with your coat
And then you held me so close
In that cold august night
And I, I've been left to wonder how
How come I'm the villain now?
When I know
It is you who colored all of my evenings
Made me so greedy
All for your love
Got me used to your attention
Then reclaimed your affection
And left me out in the cold
It was something that I never expected
And I never asked you for that
And now you've made me the bad guy
When I'm just in withdrawal
Cause you turned yourself
Into my vice
And my grief tonight
Just weighs on me so heavy
When I read and when I write
Every tear that I cry
When I just want you back
And I feel you slip in the dark
I still see your address
In my trip suggestions
And your phone in my calls
And I just contain myself
Life wont let me forget
And I fear it will all stay the same
It is you who colored all of my evenings
Made me so greedy
All for your love
Got me used to your attention
Then reclaimed your affection
And left me out in the cold
It was something that I never expected
And I never asked you for that
And now you've made me the bad guy
When i'm just in withdrawal
Cause you turned yourself
Into my vice
The way my body wants yours
The way I just need you close
And I'm craving the high
Of that adventure park ride
As I'm staring at
A new set of eyes
And I cant think of something
Other than your lips on my back
The way I cant hide this mess
The way nothing compares
The way you've made an addict of me
And I just cant confess
And the dissonance I feel in myself
Because I want you
But I really, really should know whats best
There's much I left unsaid
Will I take this to the grave?
And I miss my lover
But mostly I miss my friend
I felt it in my soul
In each one of my bones
And if you hadn't felt it
You wouldn't have held me so close
Cause it's you who colored all of my evenings
Made me so greedy
All for your love
Got me used to your attention
Then reclaimed your affection
And left me out in the cold
It was something that I never expected
And I never asked you for that
And now you've made me the bad guy
When i'm just in withdrawal
Cause you turned yourself
Into my vice