Last Days Of April - Turbulence Lyrics

I wasn't sleeping, I wasn't awake
I was over the ocean close to Phuket
No one was with me, I was all by myself
Surrounded by strangers in turbulence

I wasn't dreaming. I wish that I was
My mind started racing. It's never enough
But I held it together. I tried to stay calm
We're in for some weather and nowhere to run

As I was falling I thought about you
And if I would make it, the things I would do
Flashes of lightning, thunder and rain
I was a disaster and you were a saint

Hang on, I'm not ready to move on
I know you and I, we get lost sometimes
But I'm not ready to move on