I come home feeling tired and numb and know that you're way up in the clouds.
I fake a smile. I don't want to bring you down. You know I don't want to bring you down.
It's the same shame day after day after day. The same lies going around.
But I love you so and I don't want you to know what a mess I am inside.
Something has gotta change.
You live and you learn. You twist and you turn. You bleed for the things you need.
You break and you heal. You change how you feel and tell yourself it's no big deal.
But some things never change.
Some things never change.